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Newz In Mah Life >> As of November 19th, I Officially started going out with one of my best friends, her name; Becci. Becci has always meant a lot to me, almost from when we first met. There was just something between us, like a natural friendship. Kind of like we were friends before we became friends, before we even knew each other. We've always been able to tell each other how we really feel, we can act how we wanna act, and we both like knowing we can just be ourselves. Luv ya becci. *hugs*

Ya Know, There Are Too Many Ppl In This World That Say They Care, But Don't Show That They Care. They're The Type Of People That Say Your The Shit, But For Some Reason They Wont Hang Out With You, And Wont Return Your Phone Calls. They're The Type Of People That Go Out With You, Make You Feel As If Your Totally Loved, But They Neglect To Tell You That They Have A Boyfriend Already. The Same Ppl That Tell You That Your Awesome 10 Times Fold, But They Don't Talk To You But Once A Year. Then There Are Parents Who Fuck Up Your Life By Fuckin Some Chick "Other Than Ur Mom" And Then Expect Their Kid To Follow By Their Rules Even Though They Dont See You More Than 1 Time A Year. Or Brothers Who Ask You To Be In Their Wedding Just So They Can Feel As If Their Whole Family Loves Them, To Say That "Oh, I Dont Ever Get The Time To Fuckin Chill Wit You, But Hey... You Can Be In The Wedding, So Its All Good" No, Its Not Fuckin All Good. You Type Ppl Wanna Make Me Throw Up. Sure I May Not Be Perfect, But At Least I Try To Give A Shit About My Friends. At Least I Try To Do My Best To Treat Ppl With Respect.

PS If You Hate The Capped Letters In The Begginning Of Each Word, You Can Go Suck Mah Nutbag.

* I Currently Have No Life - So If You're One Of My Friends And Wanna Hang Out, Give Me A Call, If You Dont Have My Number, Go Look It Up In A Bloody Phone Book *

* If For Some Odd Reason You Got A Crush On Me, please refrain your feelings, for i am going out with Becci now :-)*

* I Need Some Money, So If You Want To Donate Some, I'll Be Glad To Accept All Donations Of Any Size. *

* If You For Some Reason Have Any Beef Wit Me, I'll Happily Go Out Buy An Axe And Fuckin Slit Ur Neck From Ear To Ear *

God, let me die,
before i wake,
my soul is now
for you to take.
and if i die
before i wake,
let ppl know
it was no mistake.

for life is pain,
death is nice,
Please oh please,
take my life.
take my soul,
take control,
Take me to the gates,
let me enroll.

let me sing,
let me dance,
please pull me from
this earthly trance.

confusion,
obstruction,
diluted,
concussion,
my head,
is in,
total
destruction.

worried,
distracted,
my mind,
retracted,
my life,
has been,
sadly
subtracted.

perplexed,
misused,
my conscience
abused,
leaving,
my soul,
feeling
unused